I apologise for being me
I am so sorry, can you help?
I don’t want to be this mess
This useless pile of bone and flesh.
Please take me away,
Go on rip me apart, I beg
From this foe that I call ‘myself’
I’m asking again, can you help?
Save me, hide me, heal me,
Please don’t let me touch me.
I am tired of the horrible pains
Of the polluted blood in the dark veins
It’s been too long for me
I still hope you are not late.
I apologise for having me in me!
You see, there is nothing else I can be
Don’t leave me in my hands
Not this time yet again please!
I’m in danger can’t you really see?
Of not being like others, but being me.